well, fuck.

How could I have deserved it,
After all the things I’ve done?
My God, I gave my heart away;
And this is karma’s hit and run.
Fuck these feelings,
Fuck my thoughts,
I looked for fireworks
But heard gunshots.
I’d bleed myself dry if it made this feeling stop
But at least here’s misery, the only love I’ve got.
It was too perfect, too golden,
Too ethereal and too blessed;
I risked pulling an angel down
For one enchanted kiss.
I turned the whole world dark
For the taste of magic on my lips.